Today made me feel pretty dumb. My friends were telling me incidents that He didnt remember my name and that he acted the same way with other girls that he does with me and stuff like that. I cried on the bus on the way home. But Kchan made me feel better; she really did.
But now, I'm really starting to doubt my taste in boys. Why do I always get men who don't really love me, don't even bother that I'm around, why do I always fail in love. But right now, all I know is that I really adore him to the brink that it hurts me so bad to hear such incidents again. I don't even know what I want out of my current situation. All I know is that whatever I do nowadays, all I do is think about him and what it will be like to hang out with him and stuff like that. I really adore this guy, don't I.