They say virgos fall in love easily. And I'm guessing it's true. The one whom I was thinking for a while is just a figment of my memory. I guess I have not been truthful to myself lately. And I have to say that I've really started to fall for him. He sees so much in me. He has been so supporting and encouraging and when people sees me as a stone in the mud, he makes me feel like I'm a lotus flower. When I'm class, i can't concentrate cos I keep checking my phone if he's texted me, when I see cook shows on TV, i think of what to prepare for him, when I see tourist destinations, I think of going to a cold country with him sipping some hot coffee and going back to the hotel room and cuddling to sleep with him by my side, I think of how our kids will look like, what type of house I will buy with him, OH GOD. I have so many plans that I wanna do it with him and I just hope that he won't lose interest in me like people did in the past. It's probably too early to think about stuff like this but I really really love and adore him. I'm just so happy he got drunk that night and confessed everything to me. Haha. He's so adorable and I see so much in him just like he says he deos in me. Though I think I see more in him. Why couldn't I meet him earlier, though? He's hundreds of thousands of miles away from me. I hope he stays safe there and gets into army. It sucks cos I cry to sleep all night because I miss him so bad. I keep telling myself that two years will pass very quickly but it seems as though time is mocking me creeping by. Sukutay. Chito aija. Miss you.